i can't open the envelope. i just keep it in a cupboard and try to sleep... but sleep abandons me.. i check the time it is 3 am... my thoughts revolve around my past, the decisions i have to make.. and to my friend Allan, he has been my support system since four years. He is a photographer though he is from London, he hardly ever is in London, he is kind of a hippie.. when he is not in town i email him. I decide to write him a mail... I fetch my laptop and start writing.
To Dearest Allan,
How are you? i reached India only today and i already can't wait to get back. my mother hasn't changed anything in the house. Ameena still looks as beautiful as ever. Anupam uncle looks a little aged but still handsome and kind faced, like Richard Gere. I wonder why he didn't ever get married?.. Before i start blabbering as i always do, let me tell you my feelings at the moment and in one word it is "AFRAID", i have to go to office tomorrow. Ameena gave me a letter from mum, it is addressed as "To Sayuri". But she does't exist for me any more i am Amulya that's all and i am not going to open it. I still feel suffocated here. I will give everything away to Anupam uncle and leave as soon as possible.
waiting for your reply
with love
Amy
I decide to just close my eyes even if i don't get sleep, i toss, i turn and i move in a circle until i see a golden glow filtered through my curtains. I get up take a quick shower and go down to my garden to water plants. One of my favorite things to do. I see the swing where i used to curl up lazily during summer evenings and read.. It makes me smile, i look at the window on second floor behind me as i hear my name. It is Anupam uncle i wave at him and smile. I go inside and have a quite breakfast with Ameena and Anupam uncle and later leave for office with them.
To Dearest Allan,
How are you? i reached India only today and i already can't wait to get back. my mother hasn't changed anything in the house. Ameena still looks as beautiful as ever. Anupam uncle looks a little aged but still handsome and kind faced, like Richard Gere. I wonder why he didn't ever get married?.. Before i start blabbering as i always do, let me tell you my feelings at the moment and in one word it is "AFRAID", i have to go to office tomorrow. Ameena gave me a letter from mum, it is addressed as "To Sayuri". But she does't exist for me any more i am Amulya that's all and i am not going to open it. I still feel suffocated here. I will give everything away to Anupam uncle and leave as soon as possible.
waiting for your reply
with love
Amy
I decide to just close my eyes even if i don't get sleep, i toss, i turn and i move in a circle until i see a golden glow filtered through my curtains. I get up take a quick shower and go down to my garden to water plants. One of my favorite things to do. I see the swing where i used to curl up lazily during summer evenings and read.. It makes me smile, i look at the window on second floor behind me as i hear my name. It is Anupam uncle i wave at him and smile. I go inside and have a quite breakfast with Ameena and Anupam uncle and later leave for office with them.
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